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[17 May 2004|04:54pm] |
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Today was ok i guess.
Nottin really happened though. But when i got home i was looing at the pics i got from cali. They are so funny. Man do i miss that place and wish i was there. I can't wait til i go back there this summer. It is goin to be so much fun. And oh yeah sorry i didn't call you back Chad i was doin Jessica's homework for her cuz she didn't know what to do Lol. But i love you!!!! But anyways everyone loved my hair tho i don't know if i liek it yet or not. It is liek a redish borwn color or somethign and it has blonde high lights in it. it looks good on me but i don't know if i want it this color or not. But yeah. Nottin is really goin on here i am board and want to go back to bed but can't. Oh well i will get over it. My hair still smells liek hair dye Lol. That is funny.
- I thought Melodie was goin to com over for a little bit :/
- I never get to talk to Ryan any more :(
- I love Ryan so much <3
- I miss Chad and talkign to him as much as i did before :(
- I should call Chad tonight :/
- I need to lose weight i am fat!!
- I am really sad but don't want to tell you guys why.
- It is like everyones mad at me.
- I don't feel loved anymore.
- I want to go back to bed.
- I am cold Lol.
- I really like this song.
Well i am out cuz there is nottin to talk about so yeah. And i would tell you why i am sad but don't want to i will just act liek nottin is wrong again!!!!
Candi
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| man i love this song!!! |
[16 May 2004|01:46pm] |
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Baby I love you {remix}
[Intro]
Baby i love you ( i love you too )
You know i need you
Gotta have you ( what )
Cant be without you ( J.lo )
[R. Kelly]
Its like downtown New York in the middle of traffic jams
all i really want you to know is who i am
find me low key in the back of the club, or with some fine females, rollin on dubs
you and me big pimpin on a shopping spree in L.A
papparatzis and critics who give a damn what they say
[J.Lo]
Boy i never knew i could feel they way i felt, when i met you i could never forget you
and boy when you look my way i realize more and more i adore your pretty eyes
what i wanna know from you is do you wanna share my love's bliss
i long for the day when im feeling your kiss can you love me for a lifetime for just in one night im helpless for you
baby but its alright.
[CHORUS]
Baby i love you ( love you )
Baby i need you ( need you )
I gotta have you ( i gotta have you babe )
Cant be without you( be without you )
Baby i love you, ( yeaahhh )
Baby i need you ( need you )
I gotta have you, ( i gotta have you babe )
Cant be without you
[J.Lo]
Papi, i got something to say to you
Blessed and cursed on the day that
i felt the power of you inside me it was strong and i loved it,
And there comes a time in our lifes when things change, its a brand new day.
And baby ill spend it with you.
what i wanna know from you is do you wanna share my loves bliss
i long for the day when im
feeling your kiss, can you love me for a lifetime but just in one night im helpless for you
baby but its alright.
[CHORUS]
Baby i love you ( i love you too )
You know i need you ( j.lo )
Gotta have you (pied piper )
Cant be without you ( j.lo )
[R. Kelly]
Its like downtown New York in the middle of traffic jams
all i really want you to know is who i am
find me low key in the back of the club, or with some fine females, rollin on dubs
you and me big pimpin on a shopping spree in L.A
papparatzis and critics who give a damn what they say.
rear-drop-top bentley on somebodys highway,
who let me jump in some club on his vallet
got alittle smoke, got alittle drinks sittin in V.I.P
got alittle buzz on my hands up honeys feeling me
got that criss sittin on ice like a gansta lean
hands surrounding them dice like security
at the party in the Ritz Carlton's penthouse suite
all my thugs and me breath smelling like hennesey
got a few friends flying in from San Diego
its a suprise party for my homie J.Lo
I need you ( baby i love you )
I gotta have you babe ( baby i need you )
baby i love you ( i gotta have you )
ooo i swear i do ( cant be without you )
(baby i love you )
oooo (baby i need you )
Ladies do you know what im talking about when a man gets inside yo soul and just takes control
well i am out love you all
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| Don't you Love it!!!! |
[15 May 2004|09:30pm] |
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Don't you think my Journal is hot!!!!
I do Lol.
Well comment and tell me if you like it or not ok.
I am out love you all so much talk to you later!!!!
I love you so much RYAN i don't know what i would ever with out you, you are my everything!!!!
Candi
Man my journal is HOTT!!!
I am such a Dork sometimes
Lol.
P.s.
I am dying my hair tonight and it is goin to look really cute you well all see it on monday.
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[12 May 2004|03:29pm] |
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You people can fill this out for me and make me feel better cuz i am sick ok love you all.
OPINIONS+
Am I cute?:
Am I hot?:
Am I sweet?:
Am I crazy?:
Am I loveable?:
Am I funny?:
Am I annoying?:
Am I daring?:
Am I a good person?:
+WOULD YOU+
Hug me?:
Touch my boob/penis?:
Miss me if I was gone?:
Listen to my problems?:
Hug me if i cried?:
Be a good friend?:
Sex me?:
Kiss me ((Really))?:
Marry me if u could?:
get rid of me if you had the chance?:
+HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?+
When's my birthday?:
How old am I?:
What school do I go to?:
Do i have any siblings ~> names?? :
Favorite song/songs?:
Favorite music group?:
+IF YOU COULD+
Hook me up with someone who would it be and why?:
Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:
go anywhere with me, where would it be?:
+JUST A FEW QUESTIONS+
What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?(honestly):
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me what would
it be?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:
+Do You Remember+
Where we met?:
How we met?:
When we met?:
How long have i known you?:
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[12 May 2004|01:51pm] |
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Hey everyone whats up? Nottin relaly here just chillin.
I came home early form school today cuz i dont' feel good. I am so dizy it is crazy. But w.e i well get over it. But anyway. all that happened to day was...
1st - Played Kick ball outside {it was wet out still}
2nd - Filled out this thign for the egg baby but we turned them in on Monday. I have no clue what Mrs. Mayers is thinking.
3rd - Finished the outsiders it is a really good book.
4th - did this lab thing it was stupid.
5th - i was only there for about 15-20 min. and we just did warm ups and this times tabe test thing {oh what fun Lol.}
But yeah that was about it. Nottin really else happened. But in Lunch today i picked up somethign for BobbyJo and cell phone droped and went under that table and i had to get BobbyJo to get it for me it was so funny shoudl have been there Lol. But Nottin really has been goin on around here it is boring a lot. But i am not home much cuz i got softball and stuff now so it is a little crazy at my house now. But i guess i am happy i can get in shape again for the summer :D But that is about it.
Friends
Chad - We really need to talk about this summer if i am coming odnw there or you are coming down here ok plus we just need to tlak more Love ya. BFFL
Brooke - I hope you feel better and you knwo i am here for you love ya girl. BFFL
Justin - Man i have not talked to you in a long time it is great talking to you agian i miss you lots.
Ashley S - I need me stuff back LOl. We have so mujch fun hanging out you shoudl hang out again soon ok Love ya. BFFL
Can't think right now sorry i know i missed a lot of people i lvope you all and sorry for not putting you in here if i forgot you.
Well i am out i well write later love you all lots adn lots buh bye.
I don't know what i would do with out you. You are so greta love you so much.
Candi
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[08 May 2004|10:02pm] |
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Spell your name and see what it says about you
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
E - You are a very exciting person.
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| Sorry i have not wrote in a long time |
[08 May 2004|08:42pm] |
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They every one Sorry i have not up[dated in a long time. But nottin really has been goin on around here. Softball has started :) and i got a new phone today :D. Oh yeah last night Ryan asked me out and i said yes so we are goin out now <33. I have to thank Kristie Nicole Waters for that. Love ya Babe <33. But yeah that is really all that has been goin on. i hav ebeen crying a lot latly over a lot of stuff but don't want to talk about it. I also talked to Chad today man i have missed him he is liek a brother to me. It really miss it in Cali. But anyways. Nottin is goin on there i am really board.
-x- I love Ryan :D
-x- Kristie Nicloe Waters is the best person ever love her so much :p
-x- Miss talking to Tricia and Shannon as much as i used to :(
-x- It was Great talking to Chad again
-x- Hope i can go back down to Cali. soon
-x- Kristie Nicole Waters Got to love her <33 Lol.
-x- Kamie We got to hang out soon you are just so funny love ya.
-x- Ashley S. Man it is great talking to you again and hang out i have missed you.
-x- Marcus You are so funny i lvoe you so much you are great Lol. Plus you are always here for me and that really helps having someone to talk to Love ya.
-x- Jay I am happy that we are talkign and getting to know each other better love ya so much.
-x- Chad man i love ya you and alwyas there for em even tho you live in Cali. But you are liek a brother to me and i miss you all way to much hoep to see you really soon.
-x- Tricia i have missed you so much we need to talk more and hang out soon BFFL.
-x- Shannon i love you so much you are the best but we need to talk more and han gout soon ok BFFL.
-x- Every one else alwell sorry if i missed you but i love you all.
-x- A lot is happening but i always hide it and i can't take it anymore i just got to get it all out but it is really hard to talk to someone about it because they don't understand. Thop they always say they do.
-x- Can't talk to my mom about anythign because we don't understand each other anymore it is really sad and my dad is never home enough to talk to me and when he is he just does not get it so there is not point in talkign to them anymore.
Well i am out so yeah there is nottin really to do there. Love ya all lots and lots buh bye i well update more later on ok.
- Candi -
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
Every one take this!!!
Love you all.
Candi
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That is funny stuff...
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Thanks Ranna i love my Journal it looks really good. I lov eyou so much. and thanks again.
Candi
XoXoXo
P.s.
We need to hang out soon ok...
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| Love this song |
[21 Apr 2004|07:08pm] |
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"Echo"
[Chorus:]
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
(Asking why)
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind
[Chorus]
Do I expect to change, the past I hold inside,
with all the words I say,
repeating over in my mind,
somethings you can't erase, no matter how hard you try,
an exit to escape is all there is left to find.
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
(I know I always loved you)
(I know I always loved you)
(I know I always loved you)
So I close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride,
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside
I love this song....
Candi
XoXoXo
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[21 Apr 2004|03:16pm] |
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Hi. How is every one? Me not very good. I hate every thing. and no one gets it. Well at least it seems like no one understands me anymore. I am so unhappy here in Michigan and i hate it. It is liek i am never happy anymore but i always act like it. I just wish i could be in a place where i was happy and having fun again. Maybe that is why i want to move back to Cali so much. I didn't think i missed it there that much til i went to go vist it. Man it is so crazy. I dunno what is goin on with me anymore. On day i can be hapy than 2 min. later i am crying. adn i have been getting really dizy a lot. And no it is not PMS. So tomorrow me and my mom are goin to the Doctors to try to find out what is wrong with me. I hope it is not anything to bad. But yeah. Wow do i really miss every oen in Cali. But anyway. I am so sick of every thing there. yeah i lov eall my friends a lot and if i moved i would miss tham a lot and stuff as well but it is just hard to live some where when you are noy happy anymore there. so yeah that is all i realyl had to say i guess. Cuz every one wants to knwo why i want to move so bad and that is some of it but you people would not understand because you are not me and you don't know how i feel inside. So i am out love you all lots and lots buh bye.
Candi
XoXoXo
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Hey every one whats up? Nottin much here. I talked to Randy last night and we are just good friends and that is all we are goin to be for a long long time. He made me so mad GRRRR. Lol J.p. But anyway. I talked to marcus last night as well and me made me feel a lot better. Thanks a lot Marcus <33 BFFL. But i was thinking about somethign my dad said and he asked me if i really wanted to move back to Cali and i said yes i do. Cuz i really really miss it there and stuff. Plus a lot of my close close friends are there liek Chad, Willy, and Johnny. And i have been thinking about this a long time and i think it would be a lot better there. But don't worrie i don't even know what is goin on i just wanted to tell you what MIGHT happen ok people. So please don't comment on this.
Oh yeah also i guess my best friend or friends was talkign behide my back when i was gone. Not saying any name or names. But yeha that really pisses me off adn they can all go fuck them self right now cuz i don;t give a shit anymore. And if they were realyl my true best friend or friends they would not have done that. So yeah i think you know who you are and we really need to talk ok.
But yeah that is really all i wanted to say cuz nottin really happened today and i don't think a lot well. So i am out and i well tlak to you all later love you all lots and lots buh bye.
Candi
XoXoXo
P.s.
Leave a comment if you truly lov eme and i know you all do Lol.
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| I Hate everything |
[19 Apr 2004|08:38pm] |
Hi every one. Nottin is goin on around here.Just seem liek every thing is goin wrong again and i hate it. I wish thigns were back the way they were before. I just want to get out of this mess and leave everythign behide. Well i am out cuz i know none of you wnat to hear this so yeha talk to you later love you all lots and lots buh bye.
Candi
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Don't start start worrie about me know cuz you all would just be wasting your time anyway...
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[19 Apr 2004|01:02pm] |
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Hey evry one whats up? Nottin realy here. JUst came home early becuase i am not really feeling good right now. But i just wanted to tell you all that i am happy to be back and i had a lot of fun in Cali. I miss it there so much already tho. Lol. I wish i was back there. I miss Chad, Willy, Johnny, and every one else that i talked to there. I hope i can go back over the summer. But i got to talk to my dad about that one. Lol. But anyway. There is nottin really goin on at my house. No one is home and i don't feel good so i am really board!!!!
- Some Thoughts -
- I wish i felt better
- Why am i still thinkin about him :/
- I wish i was back in Cali
- Had so much fun there
- Miss every one there way to much <33
- I am glad i got to see all my freinds
- Friends -
Chad - I miss you you are the best glad I got to see you again {tho it was way to long} and me and you need to keep talkign ok BFFL.
Willy and Johnny - Man I missed you gays so much you are both so funny. Lol. I hope i get to come back and stay longer so we can talk more BFFL.
Melodie Ann Scheuer - I love you so much girl. And you knwo i am always here for you no matter what happens I LOVE YOU!!! Lol. BFFL.
Ranna Lynn - You are the best girl thanks for always being here for me when i needed you. And you knwo i am here for you too. Oh yeah when need to hang out soon ok BFFL.
Kristie Nicole Waters - I Love you so much you are the best. You are so funny and i have so much fun when i am with you. And you can have HIM {you know who i am talking about} Lol. BFFL.
If i missed you tell me and i well put you in ok and sorry if i missed you!!!!
- Life -
I miss Cali so much and i wished i was back there but i think i would miss my all my friends a lot as well and i guess i am happy to be back but Cali is so much better. Trust me.
- Boys -
I still think about him a lot and every one keeps asking about us and i have to keep tellign every one that there is no more us just me and him. But i like someone else and i hope he feels the same.
- Me -
Every thing is goin good for now and i hope it stays like this cuz so fart nottin really bad has happened.
Well i am out cuz i dunno what else to say. Lol. So tlak to you all later love all of you lots and lots buh bye.
Candi
XoXoXo
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Leave a comment if you truly lov eme and i know you all do Lol.
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[15 Apr 2004|10:17pm] |
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Hey evry one whats up? Nottin really here just chillin in Cali. It is so much fun. I have been hangin out with Chad a lot BFFL, Man you would not even think of how much i have missed it here it is so great to be back for a little bit. I know i just sounded liek a nerd but it is true. Lol. Well anyway. i have been outside a lot and stuff and having a lot of fun. I think tomorrow Me, Chad, and Steve {one of Chad's friends} are goin to the beach. I hope i get a really good tan there. But yeah, I am having so much fun it is so great here.
Some Thoughts -
-x- I miss all my friends
-x- I wish they were all here with me
-x- I think i really liek yan a lot : /
-x- Havin a lot os fun
-x- It is great to see Chad again
-x- Tomorrow is Kristie Nicole Waters Brithday : p
-x- I Love Ranna Lynn and Melodie Ann
Well i am out so yeah talk to you all later love you all so very much buh bye...
Candi
XoXoXo
P.s. Leave a commment is you truly love me and i know you all do Lol.
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[09 Apr 2004|10:55pm] |
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Hey sorry every one that i have not wrote in a long time. Well anyways... Whats up? Nottin much here just chillin. Me and Randy broke up :D i am happy cuz he was not the best boyfriend and i didn't get to see him much but yeah. Tonight i went skating and stuff. I got to skat with Ryan <33. I like him a lot. Well liek i was saying, i went there with Kristie <33 Love her so much BFFL, and we had so much fun i seen Ashley S., Kamie, Shannon, and a lot more people i just don't want to name them all. Well i have to go czu i am goin to Cali. tomorrow so yeah buh bye talk to when i get back love you all.
Candi
P.s. Leave a comment if you are goin to miss me LoL.
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